Sitting alone .I happen to play this song on my cell...Tu Bin Bataye.....Rang De Basanti....
Nothing wrong with the song...prob the situation in which i am in .....makes me write this...
I feel scared of anythin romantic...................
Feel tired of the run....the run to find a companion for myself............and feel scared of the loneliness....which haunts me....it says...oh..u are alone once again....lemme come ..give you some company..make you feel lone some..aloof..
How so ever genuine a smile ..cant really..take the pain of the fact that my efforts have failed..back to zero...from where I started....yet again.
I did it once.to one...it haunts me now..as if telling me. " I just wanted to make sure .u see the other side too.."..
feel helpless and bewildered....
I dont know..whats in store for me....how ..with whom...when..will i settle down...........I dont knw....i am scared of the hunt.the new begining.....cause in the hunt process...i might be hunted.
I didnt really know.where to say all this....the blog comes to rescue.!!.:)
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I think this should let you know the other side of it........
"I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)"
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