I am scared of love songs.

Sitting alone .I happen to play this song on my cell...Tu Bin Bataye.....Rang De Basanti....
Nothing wrong with the song...prob the situation in which i am in .....makes me write this...

I feel scared of anythin romantic...................
Feel tired of the run....the run to find a companion for myself............and feel scared of the loneliness....which haunts me....it says...oh..u are alone once again....lemme come ..give you some company..make you feel lone some..aloof..
How so ever genuine a smile ..cant really..take the pain of the fact that my efforts have failed..back to zero...from where I started....yet again.
I did it once.to one...it haunts me now..as if telling me. " I just wanted to make sure .u see the other side too.."..
feel helpless and bewildered....
I dont know..whats in store for me....how ..with whom...when..will i settle down...........I dont knw....i am scared of the hunt.the new begining.....cause in the hunt process...i might be hunted.

I didnt really know.where to say all this....the blog comes to rescue.!!.:)

Abhi na jaayo chhodh kar

Abhi na jaayo chhodh kar
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

abhi abhi to aayi ho
abhi abhi to
abhi abhi to aayi ho
bahaar ban ke chaayi ho
Hawa zara mahek to le
nazar zara bahek to le
Yeh shaam dhal to le zara
yeh shaam dhal to le zara
yeh dil sambhal to le zara
main thodi der jee to loon
nashe ke ghoont pi to loon
nashe ke ghoont pi to loon
abhi to kuch kaha nahi
abhi to kuch suna nahi
abhi na jaayo chhodh kar
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

Sitaare jhilmila uthe
Sitaare jhilmila uthe
chirag jagmaga uthe
bas ab na mujhko tokna
bas ab na mujhko tokna
na badhke raah rokna
Agar main ruk gayi abhi
to jaa naa paoungi kabhi
yahi kahoge tum sada
ke dil abhi nahi bhara
jo khatam ho kisi jageh
yeh aisa silsila nahi

abhi nahi abhi nahi
nahi nahi nahi nahi

abhi na jaayo chhodh kar
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

Adhuri aas
Adhuri aas chhodh ke
adhuri pyaas chhodh ke
jo roz yuhi jaayogi
to kis tarah nibhaayogi
ke zindagi ki raaha mein
jawaan dilon ki chaha mein
kayi makaam aayenge
jo humko aazmaayenge
bura na maano baat ka
yeh pyar hai gila nahi

haan yehi kahoge tum sada
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

Haan dil abhi bhara nahi
Nahi nahi nahi nahi


Two stanzas that were included in the movie as a separate track not as a part of song.

dukh aur sukh ke raaste
bane hai sabke vaaste
jo gham se haar jaaoge
to kis tarah nibhaaoge
khusi mile hume ke gham
jo hoga baant lenge hum
mujhe tum aazmaao to
zaraa nazar milaao to
yeh jism do sahi magar
dilo mein faasla nahin
jahaan mein aisa kaun hai
ke jisko gham mila nahin
abhi na jaao chhodkar
ke dil abhi bhara nahi

tumhaare pyaar ki kasam
tumhaara gham hai mera gham
na yoon bujhe bujhe raho
jo dil ki baat hai kaho
jo mujhse bhi chhupaaoge
to phir kisse bataaoge
main koi gair to nahin
dilaaun kiss tarah yakin
ki tum se main judaa nahin
mujhse tum judaa nahin
tum se main judaa nahin
mujhse tum judaa nahin
abhi na jaao chhodkar
ke dil abhi bhara nahin

Tujhse naaraaz nahin zindagi

Tujh se naraaz nahi zindagi
Hairaan hoon main

Teray masoom sawaalo say
Paraishaan hoon main

Jeenay kay liyeh, Socha hi nahi
Dard sambhaalnay hongay

Muskuraai to,
Muskuraan kay
Qarz utaarnay hongay

Muskuraaon kabhi
To lagta haiy
Jaisay honto par
Qarz rakha haiy

Tujh se naraaz nahi zindagi
Hairaan hoon main

Zindagi teray
Gham nay humay
Rishtay naiy samjhaaiy

Milay jo humain
Dhoop may milay
Chaaoon kay thanday saaiy


Aaj agar
Bhar aaie haiy
Boondein baras jaaiy gee

Kal kya pata
Kin kay liyeh
Aankhein taras jaaingee

Jaanay kab gum hoya
Kahaan khoya
Ek aansoo chupa kay rakha tha

Tujh se naraaz nahi zindagi
Hairaan hoon main

Teray masoom sawaalo say
Paraishaan hoon main

Ajeeb Dastan Hai Yeh

Ajeeb daastaan hai yeh
Kahaan shuruu kahaan khatam
Yeh manzilein hai kaun sii
Na woh samajh sake na hum (Ajeeb)

Yeh roshni ke saath kyun
Dhuaan udha chiraag pe
Yeh khwaab dekhthi hun main
Ke jab paddi hun khwaab see (Ajeeb)

Mubaarakein thumhein ke tum
Kisi ke noor ho gaye
Kisii ke jithne paas ho
Ke sab se door ho gaye (Ajeeb)

Kisii ka pyar leke tum
Naya jahaan basaaoge
Yeh shyaam jab hi aayenge
Tum hum ko yaad aaoge (Ajeeb)